Back to my ward that I belong for 2 weeks already, entertaining my nonsense patients as always. Just 2 weeks, my nonsense patient threaten to AOR and complain to SQ but all of us know that he just want to wayang his way over here. He want people to pity him, as if he is the victim. even my MO and me are so willingly to let him AOR. but lucky thing is that, we got a good renal HOD that supported his own doctor for making the right decision, as he knows that this type of patients don't deserve to be treated like the rest of the patients. Because this patient scolded all the staffs before, physically hit one of the doctors before until the doctor had to call police, and hit other patient before and break our plate before. So as you can see, how to not want to let this type of patient leave. right? I don't know why the hospital still let this type of patient to be admitted. we should ban this patient from the hospital but the hospital sadly do not have this policy. hai.....
This is part and parcel of working in renal ward, coz most of the patients are the same. saying in a crude way, it is a slow death by extending their lives using dialysis while waiting for the chance to have kidney transplant.
Monday, June 24, 2013
Wednesday, June 19, 2013
Life in my Mother ward is good and I feel I'm happier in it. People may think that why you come back, but the fact is I had enough of outside world( other wards) and find here is my better choice. Over here, I upgraded from god son of renal to Son of renal. funny right? haha. I'm here because I can sense a belonging and I can see my future over here. Busy is normal but most importantly is that I'm happy to be back and to entertain some of my nonsense renal patients. And I also met my renal MO who was HO in DIM back than. She also cannot tahan the renal patients and regretted to come to renal and she just want to get over and done with it. next month she is going to become reg in Gastro. hope she will be better over there. :)
Today the PSI shoot all the way to 290!!! is freaking mad. now even my clothes also can smell of BBQ smell as if I just went for BBQ. To all my friends out there, please take care of your health, especially if you got asthma or URTI, Try as much to stay indoor as possible. Even if you want to go exercise, go to gym instead bah. no point go train your stamina for running than in the end SOB due to the haze.
Today the PSI shoot all the way to 290!!! is freaking mad. now even my clothes also can smell of BBQ smell as if I just went for BBQ. To all my friends out there, please take care of your health, especially if you got asthma or URTI, Try as much to stay indoor as possible. Even if you want to go exercise, go to gym instead bah. no point go train your stamina for running than in the end SOB due to the haze.
Sunday, June 9, 2013
Last day at work yesterday makes me happy coz I will be away from the politic area to a less politic area. The only thing I will miss will be my colleagues and my HD staffs who had fought the war together with me while I 'm there. We hold on for each other, stand for each other no matter how hard the situation are. That is the spirit that I saw in us.
Next week, Let's welcome me into a hell that people refused to go coz of the patient loads and the types of patients and relative will be facing. But once you been through this, you will understand why I say the work load is ok for me. coz the type of renal patient you see in only 1, which is consider the good one. but I'm going to face 17 patients of different types of renal patients with all sort of nonsense. So goodbye ward 57 and hello Ward 64 renal C. Your god son is back in action. wahhaaha.....
Next week, Let's welcome me into a hell that people refused to go coz of the patient loads and the types of patients and relative will be facing. But once you been through this, you will understand why I say the work load is ok for me. coz the type of renal patient you see in only 1, which is consider the good one. but I'm going to face 17 patients of different types of renal patients with all sort of nonsense. So goodbye ward 57 and hello Ward 64 renal C. Your god son is back in action. wahhaaha.....
Thursday, June 6, 2013
After 3 days of suffering of my body temperature that make me to have frequent cold shower, I decided to go see dr. But best part is I have to see Dr on my last round of night. hai.... maybe is fated. I still thought I can tahan through my night by popping panadol while doing night shift. And I have to tell the sister about it . Confirmed she sure say me purposely take mc on working day coz im been on leave and off days for 1.5 week.
And because I only decided to go see dr at 4.30pm coz I suddenly having high fever of 38.3degrees. Of the whole day, only until now den start to spike fever. shit right??.
Wanted to go to my sister polyclinic but it is too late, so in the end go SGH DEM to see DR. When I reached SGH DEM, they took my temperature, OH MY GOSH!!!!. is 39.9 degree!!!!! And Im still alert and conscious. Even the DR say u look ok to me, just take panadol, CXR, some blood and stat N/Saline over 1 hr and will review me later.
Of coz while waiting for the panadol to take effect. I did putting water on my face to cool down the temperature. Even my breath is hot will I breath out. Thank god my temperature did came down to 37.9 degree at 8pm. However, I can feel it is coming back up so I keep drinking cold drink to cool it down but don't seem to work that good. Hai....
When the Dr see my blood result, she said my platelet is normal so is not dengue fever, but she say my tonsils a bit enlarged and my total while is sky high. So the final diagnosis is Upper Respiratory Tract Infection. so she given me some antibiotic, lozenges, cough syrup and panadol. Hope it will work.
And because I only decided to go see dr at 4.30pm coz I suddenly having high fever of 38.3degrees. Of the whole day, only until now den start to spike fever. shit right??.
Wanted to go to my sister polyclinic but it is too late, so in the end go SGH DEM to see DR. When I reached SGH DEM, they took my temperature, OH MY GOSH!!!!. is 39.9 degree!!!!! And Im still alert and conscious. Even the DR say u look ok to me, just take panadol, CXR, some blood and stat N/Saline over 1 hr and will review me later.
Of coz while waiting for the panadol to take effect. I did putting water on my face to cool down the temperature. Even my breath is hot will I breath out. Thank god my temperature did came down to 37.9 degree at 8pm. However, I can feel it is coming back up so I keep drinking cold drink to cool it down but don't seem to work that good. Hai....
When the Dr see my blood result, she said my platelet is normal so is not dengue fever, but she say my tonsils a bit enlarged and my total while is sky high. So the final diagnosis is Upper Respiratory Tract Infection. so she given me some antibiotic, lozenges, cough syrup and panadol. Hope it will work.
Friday, April 5, 2013
Saturday, February 2, 2013
Today, out of my surprise, i saw my ex smn in my ward, bringing her nephew to come to see the medical field before he decided to embark to be a doctor.
When i saw her, i got the unknowning joy inside me that i wanted to cry.
the joy that i wanted to hug her. When she introduced me to her nephew and to my ward sister as my boy, it just bring a smile on my face.
A smile that is deep from my heart. The moment that lighten up my day.
When she asked that qn, unknowingly i knotting my head showing the eagerness that i would want to return to the place i long to be. Now , all i hope is that this wish is coming soon .
When i saw her, i got the unknowning joy inside me that i wanted to cry.
the joy that i wanted to hug her. When she introduced me to her nephew and to my ward sister as my boy, it just bring a smile on my face.
A smile that is deep from my heart. The moment that lighten up my day.
When she asked that qn, unknowingly i knotting my head showing the eagerness that i would want to return to the place i long to be. Now , all i hope is that this wish is coming soon .
Friday, February 1, 2013
Recently, there are many things happened at work.
until our big big boss has to come down to find out what happen actually.
when the truth has spoken, promises from the big big boss broken,
it really makes me think even more that i wanted to leave this place asap.
it just slowly killing me mentally.
the used to be happy and joyful person i once be, becoming other's eye back stabber and have to hide the truth feeling in me, is gone or should i say it slowly dying off.
politic, is the most quiet, but most harmful weapon to have at work that will kill people silently.
Hai.....
until our big big boss has to come down to find out what happen actually.
when the truth has spoken, promises from the big big boss broken,
it really makes me think even more that i wanted to leave this place asap.
it just slowly killing me mentally.
the used to be happy and joyful person i once be, becoming other's eye back stabber and have to hide the truth feeling in me, is gone or should i say it slowly dying off.
politic, is the most quiet, but most harmful weapon to have at work that will kill people silently.
Hai.....
Thursday, January 3, 2013
Thursday, October 4, 2012
Saturday, September 15, 2012
After working in the new work place for a few months, there are too many politic to handle, seen the top fighting opening, seen how the horizontal gossip about each other. They are making me to think how can i survive in such a place. Although im trying to be a neutral party, but how long can it be??
Plus the place im working in, there is no recognisation. so which mean no more people good feedback because im in a high dependency area. sad!!!
Thinking of going back to my old ward, tired of all these. at least the area im from in my old ward, is a less politic area and im happier to see my patient recover. We are more merrier to work with.
HAI!!!!!
I just had a hectic shift, that is why im blogging this.
Plus the place im working in, there is no recognisation. so which mean no more people good feedback because im in a high dependency area. sad!!!
Thinking of going back to my old ward, tired of all these. at least the area im from in my old ward, is a less politic area and im happier to see my patient recover. We are more merrier to work with.
HAI!!!!!
I just had a hectic shift, that is why im blogging this.
Thursday, August 30, 2012
Have a great outing with my old rehab staffs today :) It is really enjoying while we all shared our sweet memories that we had in rehab in the good old time. although some of us have left which include me, the bonding in us is still there. Happy to see 2 mummy having their first baby soon. Excited to see the arrival of their baby. :)
I don't know is it fate or concidence, both of us having the same injury ( wrist pain ). somemore is the same side. But whatever it is, I prefer to think is the latter one.
I don't know is it fate or concidence, both of us having the same injury ( wrist pain ). somemore is the same side. But whatever it is, I prefer to think is the latter one.
Thursday, July 12, 2012
After been working for one month plus and I still make mistake that I can't forgive myself . I need to remind myself to be more careful and make my eye open bigger . Even though I know we learn from mistake , but I find I take my mistake really hard. Thats why I'm writing this out to remind myself to be careful and not make the same mistake again.
Really hope I will learn from my mistake after reflecting now . Hai.....
Really hope I will learn from my mistake after reflecting now . Hai.....
Tuesday, June 19, 2012
Friday, May 25, 2012
Today officially mark the end of my student life in Nyp le. Lots of mixed feeling . It just seem like yesterday when I first started but now is time to goodbye to my new friends. I'm really glad to know this group of friends .:)
So now feeling a bit of empty , don't know what to do ?? What is my next step now ?? Master?? Or just learn other things first ? Maybe I should just relax myself for a period of time and adapt to my new environment first before I embark again to my study.
So now feeling a bit of empty , don't know what to do ?? What is my next step now ?? Master?? Or just learn other things first ? Maybe I should just relax myself for a period of time and adapt to my new environment first before I embark again to my study.
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