我发现当一个人的岁数渐渐地增加和环境的影响， 人的思想，想法 和物质上的需要都会慢慢地成熟。 当你刚踏入社会工作时，你要的大多是好高务远的东西。 因为环境的影响，你所要的，和你所想的会 慢慢的不一致。 你会慢慢的脚踏实地的追求你可以要的和你有能力要的。这就是人生。。。

today i made a big decision that i should have done maybe a few week back. that is i submitted my self nomination form up to DNA . i been pondering where or should i go. but now , seem like i know what i want to go, so... wait for the outcome bah. whoever saw this from my ward, this few months, maybe the last few months with you all le. All the best to you all bah. :)

有一种思念叫不联系

有时候，你很想念一个人 -
但你不会给他打电话 -
因为 -
打电话给他 -
对方冷冷的一句“喂” -
会让你不知说什么好 -
还是不打比较好 -
发个信息吧 -
好怕对方不回信息 -
要不~就算回了也就简短到让人心疼的一个“哦” -
-
打电话给久未谋面的知己 -
以前 -
你们什么都可以谈 -
现在 -
通电话了,只会谈一些无关紧要的事 -
那种感觉并不好。 -
此后 -
当你想她 -
你不会再打电话给她 -

I was typing my CV for my study and one of the section is to talk about my nursing philosphy.
i was like hmmm... my nursing philosphy i nearly forget le lor... den i slowly recall why i join nursing in the first place. so here goes my nursing philosphy:

I believe that nurses are the most important in the healthcare setting. This is because without nurses, the healthcare system will not be able to function properly. When we nursed patients, we should treat them equally irregardless which class they are in. We should provide them the most appropriate care and to the best of our ability. We will not be in this line if all we want is money. This is because we care for people; we want to be there for them when they are sick and to accompany them for their last journey if they do not have any family.

Hope this will be always in my mind and heart. i hope.. if not my fire for nursing will be gone...

白色情人節快乐

i have successfully bake a bread by myself... im a genius... wahaha...

一个优秀的人单身说明这人足够优秀，一个再优秀的人随意恋爱说明这人的优秀只是表面而已，真正希望对方好的，就是默默在背后关心对方。最好的承诺，不是爱你一万年，而是根本不需要承诺。

恋 人不是靠寻找的，因为在没有完全了解对方之前，对方可以为了吸引你暂时改变自己，而一旦你完全了解对方后，分手就指日可待了。所以恋爱应该是日久生情，彼 此非常熟知后自然地走在一起，甚至无需表白。不要认为对方人很好就轻易妥协，人好不是爱情的全部，你们必须为爱情的将来做打算。

虽然分手是另一段爱情的重新开始，但初恋只有一次，一个人在初恋中对爱情的向往是最多的，而一旦恋爱失败，以后的每一次恋爱中，最难忘的还是初恋。

所以，不是不想恋爱，而是，不想随便的恋爱！

why i cannot enter my twitter?? argh... angry....

OMG, i nearly go to work today, thinking im working morning shift...
lucky i see my roster again... phew....

每一张照片， 都述说着一个故事。
在不同的时候， 派下当时的回忆。
拍出当时的喜怒哀乐， 然人回味无穷
看了<大世界>后， 让我意识到照片的重要。
当我们老去时， 剩下的只有回忆。
而回忆都在照片里。。。
我会拍下很多的照片让这些照片述说我的回忆。

Just read Holly Jean blog and got to know she had just break up with GB.
Sad for her but one thing i like what she said , is that "It's not a matter of patience, or "good things come with time".... it's a matter of the heart. "

If two people get together but the ultimate goal that they want in life (eg. marriage) is totally different, there is no point staying together in the relationship as the end result when the time comes, is break up or divorce.

One more thing i like and i totally agreed with what she said, is "When I think of marriage, I think of love. A happy, fulfiling and powerful kind of love. I think of giving (and in turn receiving) unparallelled comfort, happiness and such promise for the future together."

You has to feel right. In order to feel right, you not only need the right person , you also need to meet the right person at the right time. Like my exs, we may feel right in the beginning, but as time goes by, you will find out what we want in life is totally different. Like me , i want to settle down, whereas for them , settle down is not now. they want freedom, they want to have fun. If forcing to be together, we will end up no way but quarrel than break up. So what is the point of holding back and not letting go??

They maybe feel that they are still young, but for me, not like i'm so old like that, just that, i'm thinking further more. I don't believe in staying long in relationship, bcoz i have seen people end up break up or divorce after been together for 7 to 8 years. So time cannot be used to measure relationship.

Maybe i still finding the right person at the right time. And i don't know when will it be but I still believe in love. Perhaps more than ever.

what a birthday i had.....

boring one and rotting one....

celebrate with my family and surprisely with the 2 neighbour auntie...

hate it to the max....

lucky got one of my friends chat with me on phone to pass the rest of my birthday

i really appreiate that.

expected the answer yesterday. so i not hoping much on it . if not i will be very disappointed.

有时候哭泣不是因为难过

有一些东西错过了就一辈子错过了

人是会变的

守住一个不变的承诺却守不住一颗善变的心

有时候执着是一种负担、放弃是一种解脱...

人没有完美幸福没有一百分

知道自己没有能力一次拥有那么多

也没有权力要求那么多

否则苦了自己也为难了对方.

水瓶座一生的真爱 3次

瓶子是在爱情里最强调感觉的
如果说毁掉一次真爱很容易
那么毁掉瓶子转瞬即逝的感觉则更容易
不过另一方面瓶子真的爱上一个人也很难
因此无论如何他们会尽力的将自己的爱情延长一些
好歹对得起那说不清道不明的爱的感觉
事不过三
三次真爱之说便由此而来
第一次为了感觉
第二次为了爱情
第三次为了人生
再往后就捏着鼻子
忍忍吧忍到忍无可忍为止

宁缺勿滥