mentally tired... no mood for study!!!

Today i went for my orth appointment and guess what the doctor told me

In order to have a better quality of life, he suggest me to go for nerve block

And the funny thing is that, in the morning, i had a lecture on anesthesia which talk about nerve block too, such a concidental lor

and he told me that if i go for nerve block, i will at least have 1 year of numbless time

if not i will be going to regular Physio every 3 to 4 months when i had my numbness back

and i told my mum about this issue, and she told me don't go for it, coz she is worry that something bad might happen. Eg side effect, paralysis....

even though how i persuade her, she still won't listen, she is just too worry about me le

So for the time been,i shall just keep this option open till my appointment with the pain clinic which is quite far, in march and i just go for my phsyio

But for me, i would want to have a better quality of life....

Now let's talk about what happen in my school recently

first of all, my classmates are trying to help me match make girls in my class

i was like huh?? but i'm fine with that but just go with the flow

If really it will happen, it will happen that's what i believe

All i want is someone who can control me and i can care for them be it older or younger than me

To me, age is just a number but to some others, is a big issue

but the first thing is that, i allow them to control me, that is the most important thing

Than second thing is that, my classmates are calling me boss... like boss is coming, boss say one must listen.. blah blah blah....

that's funny lor, am i too bossy when im in class, i don't think so leh....

All i want is that you don't waste my time, i will keep things short... that's all....

Please don't let me break my no OT principle.... not even in school....

I'm waiting for my first flight ...
After 26 yr , this I my first time taking plane....
Mixed feeling now...
At least something good about it is tht I got a free upgrade from economic class to business class:)
Though is a short trip but time to see out of Singapore :)
Bon voyage!!!!!

It has been quite sometime i haven touch my blog or my hardcopy one, because, im plain lazy. hehe

Quite a fair bit happen during my absent from here.

let's talk about sch first, im been arrowed to be the overall leader for 3 classes of 58 people. im also the leader of my group and my sub group... Crazy i know....

Than just to settle the admin stuff took them abt 1 week plus to settle. how efficient are we??

Follow by the stupid buying of textbooks, which like wasted my one and a half hour just to settle them due to the rest of the leaders so screwed up.

As for the study part, i realised that, the PPI and the research EBP all i had gone through during my curtin time, so i have to repeat them again,

To some of my classmates, these are stress, as the ICA presentation and assignment flooding in but to me, still managable, not stress yet... but i hope i won't. haha

Let's talk about some good things now, i still went out for movie after school. at least im still having a life ... :) meet up some of friends and colleague in between here and there. we have quite a fair bit to catch up.

And i also regularly meeting one of my friends to la kopi in the middle of the night. haha.. now we got 2 places to go, lao ti fang no 1 ( drink) or lao ti fang no 2 ( la kopi). will there be lao ti fang no 3?? hehe

Than now is the sad part, my that friend say only like 2 week never see you , you look rounder le.... i say where got.... sad lor... :( only 2 week of sch people start saying this to me... bad sign bad sign..... so is time for me to hit the swimming pool and gym at least 3 time per week. but hor, when i weigh myself today in the gym, i still maintain my weight before i come to sch leh... hmmm... water retention.... must be!!!!

now starting to do the ICA presentation stuff le, slowly slowly do, i don't know i must do it in my home than i got the feeling to do... you know de la... feeling ar... feeling... hehe...

Ok la, this should be it for now..... don't know when will be the next time i will blog le... bye....

星空

摸不到的顏色 是否叫彩虹?
看不到的擁抱 是否叫做微風?
一個人 想著一個人 是否就叫寂寞?
命運偷走如果 只留下結果時間偷走初衷 只留下了苦衷
你來過 然後你走後 只留下星空
那一年我們望著星空 有那麼多的 燦爛的夢
以為快樂會永久 像不變星空 陪著我獵戶
天狼 織女 光年外沉默
回憶 青春 夢想 何時偷偷隕落？
我愛過 然後我沈默 人海裡漂流
那一年我們望著星空 未來的未來 從沒想過
當故事失去美夢 美夢失去線索 而我們失去聯絡
這一片無言無語星空 為什麼靜靜 看我淚流
如果你在的時候 會不會伸手 擁抱我？
細數繁星閃爍 細數此生奔波
原來 所有 所得 所獲 不如一夜的星空
空氣中的溫柔 回憶你的笑容
彷彿只要伸手 就能觸摸摸不到的顏色
是否叫彩虹看不到的擁抱
是否叫做微風一個人 習慣一個人...
這一刻獨自望著星空 從前的從前 從沒變過
寂寞可以是忍受 也可以是享受 享受僅有的擁有
那一年我們望著星空 有那麼多的 燦爛的夢
至少回憶會永久 像不變星空 陪著我
最後只剩下星空 像不變回憶 陪著我...

sometime, is good to be away from the crowd and just enjoy the scenary that is around us
and today that is what i did.... i went jogging around tampines with my mp3.
seeing things that is round me, feeling the wind going against me when i run.
and out of my surprise, my colleague, ssn yeo, saw me when i run pass the reservior
but i didn't know till i reach home , because i never bring my hp along.
i don't how long can i still run, cause my knee is giving me problem again.... im controlling my pain as i run. sometime, i got a feeling that i may break my knee when i run.... just kidding la...

yesterday, i went out with anna, jia en and chen lin for dinner, we also on the way celebrating for our new driver, anna, who had just pass her driving test in one attempt. nice one:)
THanks to her, we also got our treat of our drink at artery. I think it will be my chilling area soon. Not only that, i also got to know how to use the window movie maker too yesterday. so cool lor.... and im playing it today but i refused to save the things that i made, coz is some personal stuff that i think is not appropriate to do it. but i hope i can really make it and use it for future use, so now is just a dream bah.....

i had make up my mind on some decision .

maybe it will be better not to do so.

if not things may get a bit complicated.

so i should just leave it like that bah.

tonight will be the final showdown to decide our future president for singapore.

let 's see who will it be??

I just finished watching the NDP on TV, the firework is amazing.

But let's put the fun aside, and look into the message that they are trying to get into us.

The Singapore spirit... how many people know what is singapore spirit??

There is a reason why they put the main focus on this theme.

This is because, this is the spirit that the 90' s babies are lacking....

It is not about just having fun and not to worry about the future.

This is the spirit that bond us together, and make us feel who we are....

Today my colleague from philippines asks what is majulah singapura means?

Than my singapore colleague who is the 90' s babies say i don't know....

It means forward singapore.... that is what i had learnt when im in primary school and i still can remember.

By knowing the past of our country, helps us cherish the present more and will want to fight for the future better.

Because we all know that we are striving for our future, a place call home.

A home that no other places will have. a home that we have to fight for, defend for and not destroying it on our own hands.

No one will fight for you, but you!!!!

So are the singaporeans out there, willing to take up the spirit and fight for it, and pass on to our next generation??

i just bought iphone 4. from a non 3G phone i change to a iphone 4. crazy lor me...

and the best part is i didn't know i can change my phone till my sister tell me that.. haha

so now im getting used to it. :)

Are the nurses in singapore getting bad to worse??

i got to hear my neighbour made a complaint to the MP regarding their father has been ill treated in CGH by removing the call bell from him for the whole day....

than the nursing home incident that happen yesterday....

Is that what we are doing nowadays??

Rather chatting with your colleagues and gossipping and not attending to the patients??

It just bring shame to us as a nurse...

in another 6 hours, i will be running my first 21km run. excited and nervous....

a lots of thoughts running through my head now....

what if .... i faint after i run?? what if??

there is a lots of what if .... haiz....

need to stop thinking so much and head back to take my nap to have enough energy for later...

you are the creator of your own destiny.

you are the one who choose what kind of life you want to live

you are the one who decide who you want to be.

so believe in yourself and move toward what you wanted the most

remember....

your destiny is in your hand

他向她求婚时，只说了三个字“相信我”；

她为他生下第一个女儿的时候，他对她说“辛苦了”；

女儿出嫁那天，他搂着她的肩说“还有我”；

他收到她病危通知的那天，重复地对她说“我在这”；

她要走的那一刻，他亲吻她的额头轻声说“你等我”。

这一生，他没对她说过一次“我爱你”，但爱，从未离开过……

如果你注意的话， 我们的政府像三国时代的曹操
在乱世时， 他是英雄， 可是在静世时， 他变成枭雄
以前的时候， 他也是从反对党变化成政党
现在， 别的反对党不满他的政策， 而要反他。。。
我们的反对党就像刘备， 被欺压的很久，
不满他的独裁， 所以站出来反他。
我们的反对党会是刘备吗?? 会带领我们的人民去更好的领域吗??
这只有以他们的五年的时间来证明。
让我们去看吧。。。