Have a great outing with my old rehab staffs today :) It is really enjoying while we all shared our sweet memories that we had in rehab in the good old time. although some of us have left which include me, the bonding in us is still there. Happy to see 2  mummy having their first baby soon. Excited to see the arrival of their baby. :)

I don't know is it fate or concidence, both of us having the same injury ( wrist pain ). somemore is the same side. But whatever it is, I prefer to think is the latter one.

After been working for one month plus and I still make mistake that I can't forgive myself . I need to remind myself to be more careful and make my eye open bigger . Even though I know we learn from mistake , but I find I take my mistake really hard. Thats why I'm writing this out to remind myself to be careful and not make the same mistake again.

Really hope I will learn from my mistake after reflecting now . Hai.....

It has been 3 week since i started back at work.
Stress level is high at work in high dependency.
Best thing is, only working for 3 weeks and i have lost 3 kg.
What a free slimming centre. haha.
Hope i can survive in this type of environment:)

Today officially mark the end of my student life in Nyp le. Lots of mixed feeling . It just seem like yesterday when I first started but now is time to goodbye to my new friends. I'm really glad to know this group of friends .:)

So now feeling a bit of empty , don't know what to do ?? What is my next step now ?? Master?? Or just learn other things first ? Maybe I should just relax myself for a period of time and adapt to my new environment first before I embark again to my study.

Life Is like boxing ,
it doesn't matter whether you win or lose,
It matters on how you received the hit from your opponent and still able to get back and continue with the fight...
Nothing is impossible unless you try it..

行到水穷处
坐看云起时

但曾相见便相知,
相见何如不见时,
安得与君相决绝,
免教生死作相思...

突然之间， 觉得自己老了许多。。。
关节疼痛开始找上我了。。。
颈项是旧患，不久就会复发。。。
可是近期， 颈项的旧患开始严重了。。。
它以蔓延到我另一边了， 动作开始不灵活了。
膝盖也渐渐的有酸痛的感觉了。
肩膀也是如此。。。
Hai。。。。 我不认老也不行了。
只有27岁的年龄， 却又80岁的身体。。。
常常让我感慨， 岁月不饶人。。。。

如果当你知道未来会发生不好的事在麽些人身上， 比如死亡。。。
你还会跟他在一起吗？？
如果你只有十六年的幸福，而还来一辈子的痛苦， 你能接受吗？
你还会跟他在一起吗？
是因为你很爱他还是你的理智阻止你的选择？？
你问我，我不知道。。。
因为选择在于自己在乎的是什么。。。
有话说的好， 不在乎天长地久， 只在乎曾经拥有。：）

Recently the tension is getting higher and feeling like pulling myself out of the situation. But I can't .... Study can be fun and presentation can also be fun but the way these are been done, are getting on my nerve. Last minute work won't produce good work. Success is for those who are prepared . They are not prepared at all. The way they prepare if I'm the audience , I can hear through their speech, they lack of confidence in their work. But now what I can do is to control my temper. A successful presentation does not need a lots of stuff. All it need is the confidence that is inside you. The way u speak and how u interact with the audience. Yes by having video can help to enhance your presentation. But a last minute video will it help ?? This is a questionable thing. Hope tmr will be ok . I hope....
Asking u to stay back for meeting cannot.... Saying got something on later. U knows that study shld come first now. If just going out for fun or meet bf, is tht acceptable?? If a mother with kids can stay back for the meeting , why couldn't u??? All we need is a good 2 hrs of discussion and u will be free. But if u are going to bring in family problem and vent on other people, is itz fair for tht person??
Argument in the meeting is good and not pinning one person idea down during meeting.
I miss my other grp meeting. We had argument but after 2 hr, we got thing done and the presentation is well done. Hai..... Controlling controlling......

Today is the day!!!!...

I had successfully sign up for sundown marathon 2012. see you guys on that day:)

And I had made some decision today. you know who you are. :X

In a few days time, it's time to say goodbye to 2011 and welcome 2012
And now is time again to evaluate what i had done for the last one year.
So let's take a look of what i had in my wishlist for 2011:

Wishlist for 2011
1) leather bag (Gotten)
2) belt (Gotten)
3) leather hard wallet ( gotten):)
4) sunglass ( gotten it... hehe)
5) watch
6) special shirt or T- shirt
7) happy always
8) find my mrs right

So out of 8 wishes, i manage to achieve 4 of it. just pass. I know is not very good. so ... what ever i didnt achieve this year, i will work harder next year to get it. for pointer 8, i realised i have not been in relationship since the last one for nearly a year. So i will try harder to make the pointer 8 come true. I seriously had enough of singlehood le. I need someone to love me and i love her, pampered her and showered her with love. Will this year be the year??

But something good is that, this year, i got one gan mei mei from no way. haha... so is a blessing. To have her around when i need her. Thank you mei mei. Kor appreciate your present.:) so now i got 2 gan mei mei. hehe:)

So what do i want to have for 2012??hmmm
Here it goes....

Wishes for 2012:
1) watch
2) complete my advance diploma
3) special shirt or T-shirt
4) go for many good dates with my friends and my loved one
5) to loss weight and maintain it at 71 to 72 kg
6) ran 21km again with better timing
7) find my mrs right
8) learn sexaphone
9) be happy always
10) go travelling often. ( Be it short or long trip)

After receiving my bio test result, I start to feel the pinch. I'm not putting my best effort in my study. Is time for me to buck up!!! Wake up Andy goh!!! Shld be in full force ahead le.... Jia you bah Andy goh

mentally tired... no mood for study!!!

Today i went for my orth appointment and guess what the doctor told me

In order to have a better quality of life, he suggest me to go for nerve block

And the funny thing is that, in the morning, i had a lecture on anesthesia which talk about nerve block too, such a concidental lor

and he told me that if i go for nerve block, i will at least have 1 year of numbless time

if not i will be going to regular Physio every 3 to 4 months when i had my numbness back

and i told my mum about this issue, and she told me don't go for it, coz she is worry that something bad might happen. Eg side effect, paralysis....

even though how i persuade her, she still won't listen, she is just too worry about me le

So for the time been,i shall just keep this option open till my appointment with the pain clinic which is quite far, in march and i just go for my phsyio

But for me, i would want to have a better quality of life....

Now let's talk about what happen in my school recently

first of all, my classmates are trying to help me match make girls in my class

i was like huh?? but i'm fine with that but just go with the flow

If really it will happen, it will happen that's what i believe

All i want is someone who can control me and i can care for them be it older or younger than me

To me, age is just a number but to some others, is a big issue

but the first thing is that, i allow them to control me, that is the most important thing

Than second thing is that, my classmates are calling me boss... like boss is coming, boss say one must listen.. blah blah blah....

that's funny lor, am i too bossy when im in class, i don't think so leh....

All i want is that you don't waste my time, i will keep things short... that's all....

Please don't let me break my no OT principle.... not even in school....