i have been tossing and turning on my bed till now....
so i decided to blog it down at 4am now.
by right i shld be sleelping at this time but something really bothering me so much until i cun sleep
today is gal gal birthday and we went to k box with corin and her new friend ric.
it shld be a happy day for me but ric is like wanted to woo gal gal. is so obvious lor
and i keep thinking abt this till now. but y am i behaving in this way?? y??
i sooooo long nv been like tht b4 le till now....
i did say b4 we will be friend when she is with her bf ( but now break up le), but now she is single le.
and i dun wan to miss this chance, but now the problem is i dun noe whether she got feeling for me not?? i wanted to ask but i fear of rejection. but i had to ask. so i have to find a chance to ask .
i told henry abt i like gal gal during tht day of graduation when we are having our men talk. and he said hope to see me next year celebrating gal gal birthday as a different status. i really hope so... really....
Hope after blogging my feeling down , i can ease myself a bit and go to slp. hope so..... haiz....

原本今天的心情不错的, 但是刚才gal gal 在 msn 说的那些话,
让我的心情急速沉到谷底....难道真心对人有错吗??
虽然我承认我对 gal gal 有意思, 但这并不代表我会越过界.
因为我已经对自己说过, 我不要在扯入三角恋情了.
所以我铁定不会让我自己和我爱的人受到伤害....
她说不想把事情变得复杂, 可是其实事情很简单.
她是怕会有一天, 她会被我打动, 怕不知道怎么收拾残局....
不然根本不许要说那些话...
其实我跟她是差不多是一样的人.
我口口声声的说我想安定下来, 但是我是个很容易喜新厌旧的人.
别人或许看不出来, 但我心里知道, 我只是想要人陪.
而她是个不想安定下来的人,可是她也想要人陪 的人.
我从来不奢求她每天陪着我, 但只要她会偶尔想到我,
需要人陪的时候, 会立刻想到我, 那就了.
那样会难吗?? Haiz......

If your mind & attitude is in Acceptance,
you are ready to change
Nobody can change you
EXCEPT YOURSELF